Monday, January 13, 2014

i'm tired...

It's only a week for my 2nd sem in Intec..but it feel likes all my energy is being used up till fullest sampai dah xde energy langsung.

people always say..kalau org buat baik dkt kita..kita kn tulis kebaikan dia dkt batu..so ia takkan mudah hilang..tp law org buat sebaliknya..i mean x elok..kita kn tulis atas pasir..so 6t benda tu akan hilang once ombak dtg..but i'm just a naive girl..aq x kuat..dan aq pown ader perasaan ntuk dijaga..

At some point , there are things that should be complaint bout her.Here's the things

Aq pernah beberapa kali terbabas especially asar..sebb lepas blik kelas ptg..aq slalu tido...and walaupun dia sebilik dgn aq dia x pernah nk tolong kejutkan aq..weiii..kita ni sesama Islam..x kan x nak saling remind each other..lg2 bab solat..I know she's from religion school..alim semua..tp jgn la selfie selfish..kn saling ingtkan tntg solat..kita sesama muslim kan..

Kerja rumah..basically aq yg buat..sebab aq MENGALAH...i mean buang sampah..basuh toilet..sapu smph..masak..kemas dapur...dulu sem 1 ader jadual..but now x buat lg..and law time dia cuci toilet..msti dia x bwat..(masa sem satu)..aq yg x thn dgn kotor..so aq pown bersihkan je la..tp dia buat derkkkk jer..dia tu perasan x yg dia spatutnya duty sebnrnya...TENSIONNNNNNNN aq...

I'm always keeping things inside..bnyak simpannnnn je dlm hati...aq pendam sorg2..my r/s with her is kind of awkward..x bnyk gurau..even we are in same bilik..we're not always ask about each other..in my house. Sorry for being emotional here. Actually bnyk lagi benda yang nk cakap but i just edited it out. I'm afraid benda ni jadi bahan mengumpat pulak. Stop until here.

i just hope someday aq akan jumpe my true friends..yang memahami..tolak ansur..get along well with me..and aq syg dia mcm kawan2 aq dkt sekolah menengah dulu...#mekyah  #izzan  #zatigugu  #pikok  #nora  #sarah  #hanum  #aimi  #anis  #azza  #kamibdaxbaek  #3CC #genesis0812 ...kita org semua mcm family..i'm happy when my friends happy..and turut sm2 sedih kalau diorg berduka...friends that always be there..make life be more colourful..And that friendship had swept away the loneliness in my heart..hopefully someday i will have friends like them





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